it's been a while

i know, i haven't posted in a while. been kinda busy with work - and a bit uninspired, i suppose. it's 5.20p and i've barely done a freaking thing at work today except fuck around. i've done a few little things here and there - just enough to get by. i decided to have a birthday party while one of my BFFs is in town from atlanta. i've invited the friends we reconnected with. which has turned out to be quite a lackluster reconnection. apparently only a reconnection in an effort to avoid any continuted drama or weirdness - not really a connection for a desired or long lost friendship or anything. that's fine - whatever. we've gone out a couple of times, people didn't talk to us at one party so we left (it was a weird house party anyway - the guy's bday & he's a douche for the most part.) we went to a club/show/party on saturday that was ok. the only problem was that the troll was there. i thought dude was gonna hit her. he really wanted to. he wanted to tell her to leave, call her a troll and threaten her with bodily harm. i told him i support him telling her to leave and calling her a troll, but he cannot threaten her with any physical harm, because that is illegal. i really with he would have. she's SUCH a troll. and she's put on weight! haha. she used to be obese - and more frightening looking, then she lost weight and the last time i saw her, she was more of a chubby chick - now she's fat again. i've put on weight too, though. but i'm starting medifast tomorrow or the day after, so i'll loose it again - plus - i'm not THAT fat! and i'm not horrifyingly ugly either!! we left that party, came home and had amazing sex for a few hours. (sigh) i LOVE having sex with him - he's SO FUCKING incredible! we have the BEST.SEX.EVER!
we got invited to a hollywood bday party this weekend (3/13) that should be a rager and a sidewhow of freaks! looking fwd to it. too bad we did the last of our droqz on saturday - cuz this one might be a good time - but then again, it might be better to see it all sober - we'll remember more of it! the guy hosting the party is a fairly notorious trainwreck, DUI's recently failed marriage, total party/drug fiend and a comic book NERD to boot!
i found a long lost friend that i grew up with on mahspace - heather. which may be a gateway into a couple of other people from my teeny tiny highschool that are on face book, which i refuse to join. i'll keep you posted.